Thursday, December 31, 2020

SAVAGE RADIO PLAYLISTS FOR DECEMBER 2020: WVMO 98.7 FM-THE VOICE OF MONONA

SAVAGE RADIO EPISODE #245
DECEMBER 2, 2020
1. "Metal Guru" performed by T-Rex
2. "Make A Scene" performed by Chris Bell
3. "We Came To Play" performed by Cindy Blackman Santana ft. John McLaughlin
4. "Games People Play" performed by Alan Parsons Project
5. "Power Fantastic" performed by Prince with The Revolution
6. "Song For Sharon" performed by Joni Mitchell
7. "Barely In Love" performed by Q-Tip
8. "Silence Trumps Lies" performed by Sloan
9. "Autumn" performed by Jack Hues
10."Lonely Words" performed by Pete Townshend
SAVAGE RADIO EPISODE #246
"FOR MY DAD...THE SECOND ANNIVERSARY"
DECEMBER 9, 2020
1. "Solea" (excerpt) performed by Miles Davis
2. "Beginnings" performed by Chicago
3. "No One To Depend On" performed by Santana
4. "Manic Depression" performed by The Jimi Hendrix Experience
5. "Mercy, Mercy, Mercy" performed by Cannonball Adderley
6. "Searching For The Right Door/Spectrum" performed by Billy Cobham
7. "Compared To What" performed by Les McCann & Eddie Harris
8. "The Chain" performed by Fleetwood Mac
9. "Blue In Green" performed by Miles Davis
SAVAGE RADIO EPISODE #247
"THE MUSIC OF 2020" DECEMBER 16, 2020
1. "The Boy Who Invented Rock And Roll" performed by The Psychedelic Furs
2. "Quick Escape" performed by Pearl Jam
3. "Turf Accountant Daddy" performed by Pretenders
4. "How Long?" performed by Fantastic Negrito
5. "Connaissais de Face" performed by Khruangbin
6. "D19" performed by Disq
7. "Newspaper" performed by Fiona Apple
8. "Endless Space (Between You & I)" performed by Winter
9. "Lost In Yesterday" performed by Tame Impala
10."Trade It" performed by Slow Pulp
11."Harry Green" performed by Tom Petty
12."Radio Is Everything" performed by Elvis Costello
13."Minerva" performed by The Smashing Pumpkins
SAVAGE RADIO EPISODE #248
"SAVAGE CHRISTMAS 2020" DECEMBER 23, 2020
1. "Give Love On Christmas Day" performed by The Jackson 5
2. What Christmas Means To Me" performed by Stevie Wonder
3. "What Would Santa Do?" performed by The Monkees
4. "If I Were A Bell" performed by The Manhattan Jazz All Stars
5. "O Tannenbaum" performed by The Vince Guaraldi Trio
6. "Christmastime" performed by Aimee Mann
7. "My Winter Coat" performed by The Roches
8. "Come On Home" performed by Everything But The Girl
9. "River" performed by Joni Mitchell
10."Christmas Presents" performed by Solomon Burke
11."Santa Claus Is Definitely Here To Stay" performed by JAMES BROWN
12."Happy Xmas (War Is Over)" performed by John Lennon and Yoko Ono and the Plastic Ono Band with the Harlem Community Choir
SAVAGE RADIO EPISODE #249
"GOODBYE 2020!!!"
DECEMBER 30, 2020
1. "Hells Bells" performed by AC/DC
2. "Night School" performed by Frank Zappa
3. "Win" performed by David Bowie
4. "Identikit" performed by Radiohead
5. "November" performed by Real Estate
6. "Cloud Riders" performed by Tori Amos
7. "In The Light" performed by Led Zeppelin
8. "New York, I Love You But You're Bringing Me Down" performed by LCD Soundsystem
9. "Festival Song" performed by Ben Watt
10. "There's A Light" performed by Jonathan Wilson

AVATAR: "CYR" THE SMASHING PUMPKINS

"CYR"
THE SMASHING PUMPKINS

Jimmy Chamberlin: Drums and Percussion
William Patrick Corgan: Vocals, Guitar, Bass Guitar, Keyboards
James Iha: Guitar
Jeff Schroeder: Guitar
with
Katie Cole & Sierra Swan: Vocals
 
All music and lyrics by William Patrick Corgan

Produced by William Patrick Corgan

Released November 27, 2020

So many times with music, it is not always necessarily about what the music means but how the music feels

For me, The Smashing Pumpkins have existed as precisely that type of a band where song by song, album by album all contain their own specific statements but they are not ever ones that are firmly identifiable to the listener. For as forceful as their body of work exists, there is also a hefty impressionistic quality and artistic outlook that lends their legacy to intense interpretation and an equally intense emotional connection. Perhaps that is indeed why opinions concerning the band, their history and continuing musical odyssey has received such impassioned responses and opinions over these thirty plus years of the band's existence. 

With The Smashing Pumpkins, there is always so much to ponder, debate and argue about, from the songs and albums to even which members are in the band, which has then extended itself into serious discussions about what a band actually is, isn't, can or cannot be. Because of this reality, there is nothing disposable about this band and that includes no matter how much their detractors wish for them to disappear, a quality which in and of itself confirms The Smashing Pumpkins' relevance and vitality.  

Since the band's original dissolution in 2000, and resurrection in 2007, The Smashing Pumpkins, over the past decade plus, released yet another sprawling collection of genre defying music, which featured a revolving cast of musicians with only co-founder/singer/songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Billy Corgan settled at the core, while original drummer Jimmy Chamberlin rejoined, exited and ultimately, re-entered. 

Enormously surprising the fan community, especially myself as I had long figured such an event was completely out of the realm of possibility, co-founder/guitarist/singer/songwriter James Iha officially returned to the fold in 2018, thus bringing three of the original quartet back together. Now armed with guitarist Jeff Schroeder, who joined in 2007, and has more than fully earned his Pumpkins soldier stripes, the band has felt to be more unstoppable with content, musical agility and potential more than ever and by the accounts that I have read, it feels as if the collective wishes to make the most of this period as possible.   

Following up the Rick Rubin produced reunion effort, "Shiny And Oh So Bright, Vol. 1/ No Past, No Future, No Sun" (released November 16, 2018) and the gloriously triumphant corresponding tour, The Smashing Pumpkins have, at last, made their full return to the artistry of the album as sweeping grand statement with their 11th release, the double album "Cyr." Unlike the preceding album which truly felt to serve as an initial greeting from the band to the fans signaling their return, "Cyr" is an expansive journey and fully representative of the full arc of The Smashing Pumpkins discography and what it has meant to listeners thus far. 

It is an album that is cinematic in scope, profound in its conceptual depth, and completely succulent, lush and enveloping in sheer sound. It is indeed the very type of album in which you emotionally enter in one place only to emotionally arrive in a different place by album's end. Again, and especially with Billy Corgan's peerless lyricism, which firmly exists as a poetic dream state joyride through language itself, which this time is merged with the band's deepest dive into electronic and synthetic textures to date, we may not precisely know what the complete work means, but we can always determine how it feels.

After three succinctly ominous notes, "Cyr" blasts open with the propulsive "The Colour Of Love," a surge of charging drums augmented by atmospheric guitars, New Wave synth accents, the siren swirl of Katie Cole and Sierra Swan's harmony vocals, all of which surrounds the forlorn narrator as voiced by Billy Corgan, who sings of unrequited passion that feels like gray colored love, "of ash and mud and time slipped away."  

With "Confessions Of A Dopamine Addict," the mood turns meditative as we seemingly explore the birth and pursuit of love within the music's icy, synthetic landscape.

"Love is easy
Whichever way you start
Take a diamond
Slice it through your heart
And watch what color bleeds...

...I'm down for bewitching trains
And cursed tower
Masts blacked windswept
Horizons ever sour
If it takes more to find you
Than setting out a faded sun

Can you feel the same?
Do the stars inked on my face
State what's changed?
With a distance I can't make
From a distance I can't make"

Here, it feels as if Corgan is singing from a place of stasis, a cocoon state, a period of recalibration and preparation to continue the search regardless of duration and location. Additionally, the song feels as if he is making a list or inventing a persona designed to attract. "I'm down for bewitching trains/And cursed tower/Masts blacked windswept/Horizons ever sour/If it takes more to find you/Than setting out a fading sun." 

If the desired object is real or imagined, that is not quite known. But the yearning? That is undeniably real.

If the previous track felt to be an internal pause, we reach metamorphosis with the album's title track, "Cyr," as we find ourselves on the dance floor. It is a song of nightclub swagger as The Smashing Pumpkins deliver a pounding four-on-the-floor groove serving as the theme song for our narrator, now possessed with a parading posture of flash, glitter and command, more than appropriate for a name and/or word that is derived from a Greek origin meaning "Lord" or "Master."

"Say, I done told you!" our narrator exclaims. "Say, dire warning...Stare down your masters!" he challenges as well. And throughout, there remains the question of identity. For me, I was made even more curious during the song's midsection where the music quiets a bit, allowing Corgan to voice a proclamation, much like in past songs as "Zero" from "Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness" (released October 24, 1995) and "The Everlasting Gaze" from "MACHINA/the machines of god" (released February 29, 2000), two past Pumpkins rock operas which starred the central character of Zero who later becomes Glass.

"Did the times, wind
Did the crowd, kind
Aping youth, wise
Ever lost, ides
'Midst the chaff as meek       
And those weak, as sand
Turning GLASS upside down
For the hours should they pass"

OK...again, all of this is guesswork and conjecture on my part but in reading/listening closely to recent interviews as well as Instagram question and answer session with fans by Billy Corgan himself, he has openly expressed that there is a connection between Zero/Glass and the "Cyr" album but he has not delved any further than that. Additionally, the band is currently within the throes of creating a proper sequel album to follow up both "Mellon Collie" and "MACHINA," which will hopefully arrive in late 2021. That being said, I am wondering if "turning glass upside down" is a means to to provide a different shading or perspective or alternate persona to the Zero/Glass character if not a full storyline yet, which does go to a certain length into how this album in full felt for me. But I am getting ahead of myself...

Gently swooning spells of love songs arrive with both "Dulcet In E," during which our narrator proclaims himself to being a magical "necromancer," yet fragile enough in the following song "Wrath" to express that "when I break into sapphires/I've cost you more than myself." The double sides of falling in love, with hopes of attraction and fears of rejection where the personas we create to woo can be easily shattered, revealing our even more broken true selves. This situation seems to have our narrator at a crossroads of either delving into love or moving onwards, keeping one's guard up yet still reaching outwards.

"I should wander" sings our narrator in the enchanting "Ramona," as the landscape feels to shift to something more dusty and medieval with lyrics of incantations, hexes and souls torched to dust while musically, we are given a blend of electronics sprinkled with acoustic guitars. For the brooding "Anno Satana," the persona and world shifts again to something more like a futuristic Western with our narrator in the role of a solitary gunslinger rolling stone armed with the come on calling card, "Oh, did you know I'm a wanted man?" who insists "I've never needed anyone," a statement that exists as more emotional shield than as actual truth.

The sense of persona melts away completely with the tender, pastoral fields of "Birch Grove," which is announced by the quiet musical footsteps, so to speak, of the "Strawberry Fields Forever" styled mellotron, a loping beat and a wistful musical backdrop. This song, which Billy Corgan has expressed was written as a message for his children, feels like the self that arrives when the world grows completely silent, the noise of life faded and a moment when one is able to find oneself able to hear one's own heart beating. 

"Sundays come and Sundays flee
Sundays wed
Won't you stand with me?
Not someone 
Not someone else..."


Not Zero. Not Glass. Not the rock star. Not in any persona other than...Dad.

"My seedlings grow and grow
And home is whatever ground they hold
Shading life inside the falling rain
All alone, in love with age and someone
Someone else
But I've grown stronger
As someone, as someone
As someone else..." 

For Billy Corgan, just as all of us, and who his children will one day grow up into being, we are never the same people we once were. Not through elusive personas but through the act of growing, living, aging and the realization of one's mortality, all of which does indeed contain aspects of an infinite sadness. "I forsee a time without me," Corgan sings as himself in this aching, jewel of a song.   

Sometimes, reality aches too terribly and in doing so, it is a return to fantasy, even one as dark and as doom filled as the one presented in "Wyttch," a song tailor made for the Halloween season and instantly conjures images of specters on broomsticks spiraling in the night skies incanting the very spells ("Come call, Autumnus/Start the wheels of Helios/Strike up the lantern/Singe forth darkest piece") that unleash the demonic guitars, eerie keyboards and evil bass tones that take us on a descent into Hell.  

Or perhaps, the Necromancer has met his match.

The sparkling "Starrcraft" suggests the transcendence after being fully bewitched, or in more earthly terms, possibly another mental plane reached after some narcotic influence. Sounding a bit like one end of a middle of the night conversation while stoned, our narrator returns to state his claim. 

"Say you hate me
Say you'd mark my grave
Swear religion has no spectral race
Chase me under
Right back where I sang
To brace new visions and decay in chains...

All hail the blackest nights
The blackest night I'd find
All hail the blackest night
Blinding me with sight"

When speaking of the act of love between lovers, it is often described as how the heart feels lifted but yet, we all fall in love. The growling temptation of "Purple Blood" sets the stage for our narrator and his emotional descent as he easily gives away of himself, proclaiming as if drugged, "I am in love with your god!" therefore relinquishing whatever sense of command he held at the album's beginning, fully succumbing to something that sounds to be more carnal and more sinister than he may realize.  
 
The spectacular "Save Your Tears" engulfs our narrator, and us, completely in the "Swoon in spirals phased...in somber haze...of chorused grays," and what is the colour of love again? This sonic flight is then countered by the prowling "Telegenix," where love is not all sunshine and rainbows but in actuality, it may be a sentiment that feels to boomerang itself to a declaration heard within the song "Bodies" from "Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness" when our narrator questions, "If they say it's not suicide, then what is?"  

If part of love is the fear of losing that love, then is that where we find ourselves within the primal seeking, searching of "Black Forest, Black Hills," a song of wind, crows, stone, and a "longing to just belong."  

Pulsating synthesizer notes set the pace for the emotionally racing "Adrennalynne," where our narrator finds himself at a potential crossroads more tenuous than at the album's opening. 

"I'm taut inside the movement, movement
A jake of which there's no door, no door
A fear of which there's no floor, no floor
These lives aren't real for anyone
These riffs don't mean shit but what I want
Come ask for why
'Cause hearts like bombs can't belong
Surrender, please and please no more
Come ask for why
Come ask for why"

Such is the journey of life, especially as we all attempt to find salvation but otherwise encounter, in some way or form, that "Groundhog Day" feeling, the realization that we are experiencing the same trials and tribulations again and again and in doing so, what is the purpose, what is this cycle and how can we extend beyond it? "Make no mistake," Corgan sings, "That's life."

The final section of "Cyr" opens with the pensive mood piece of "Haunted," a inner soliloquy where our narrator seems to questions his place in the world, his validity of his outlook and the meaning of his existence. 

"If this be life, our evening's prayer
Or death
's denouement
A thorned idyll that's offered no one
And I've stood for no one
Then father, I'm nowhere
I'm no closer to your throne"

With the warm synthetic waves of keyboards leading the way, "The Hidden Sun" feels to find or narrator amidst a newfound realization due to the consequences of his journey. From venturing into something inauthentic ("Come eminence") in order to discover something authentic, "Fagin's prophets on Aesop's ride...I'm stuck with blunt force and Morpheus."  

A thief, a storyteller and the god of dreams populate the song and therefore, the fantasy in which our narrator has placed himself and may now realize its fallacy. There are elements of truth in fantasy, but you will most likely never find THE TRUTH in fantasy...and so, it is time to leave fantasy behind to find the transcendence that does not arrive in easy answers. 

In the Tears For Fears-esque "Schaudenfreud," we find our narrator leaving the false grandiosity of the album's start behind, now more humble than haughty. "I'm harvest more than guide...I'm shadow more than guide," he sings and on the existential catwalk of "Tyger, Tyger," he repeatedly pleas, "I've got to know!"

"Cyr" concludes with the curtain call that is "Minerva." If not exactly a "happy ending" so to speak, it is one of the jauntiest finales I can remember from an album by The Smashing Pumpkins, who seem to step out from behind the curtain, inviting us to "dance around again" and to address us all with the following benediction:

"October loves you
Strawberries love you
Who wouldn't love you?...

...Saints
(We are)
Saints
We are fools
But sometimes, fools, they rule" 

Now then, all of which I described is a tremendous amount to pour over and remember, just take everything that I have recounted to you with a grain of salt as I am not a Pumpkins scholar, by any means. I am just a longtime fan offering an interpretation based on copious guess work, many trips to the dictionary and most importantly, the feelings brought to me by the band's past albums. Some may call all of this pretentious and honestly, if songs that feature allusions to Greek mythology, language that sounds like Shakespearean sonnets and host dauphins, anodynes and pandrogynes aren't your thing, then that is, of course, your prerogative. But, for me, this is fun and I happen to deeply appreciate the effort to even conceive of something in this fashion, let alone execute it, again extending what the landscape of rock and roll can actually be.

While I do not have the name in front of me right now, a recent interviewer of Billy Corgan likened "Cyr" to being something akin to The Who's "Quadrophenia" (released October 26, 1973) and to that, I can now see the comparison even though both albums do not remotely sound like each other whatsoever. To me, Billy Corgan is cut from an extremely similar cloth to The Who's Pete Townshend as they are not only songwriters of a specifically elevated class but they are also extraordinary conceptualists and so the connection between both bands and albums do not feel to be terribly far fetched. 

With "Quadrophenia," Pete Townshend told the story Jimmy as filtered through the four distinct personalities and personas of his then bandmates, Roger Daltrey, the late John Entwistle, the late Keith Moon as finally, himself, even as far as devising song themes for each member and therefore each piece of Jimmy's personality. And so, we have Townshend's perceptions of his collaborators serving as personality traits of a fictional character. So, it would not be unlikely to think that if his bandmates had written the same album, we would end up with three distinctly different additional rock operas as one perceptions of other and themselves would be markedly different.

The Smashing Pumpkins' "Cyr" feels to find itself in similar territory (and frankly, so do most of their songs as song titles are typically not featured in the actual lyrics therefore inviting interpretations).   

Conceptually, while the album is technically positioned as the second in the "Shiny And Oh So Bright" series (a third volume is to follow), when I hear the album, it feels to be even more of a piece with the art metal of "Zeitgeist" (released July 10, 2007) and the more ornate, psychedelic prog rock of "Oceania" (released June 19, 2012), which itself was a portion of the larger scaled "Teargarden By Kaleidyscope" (2009-2014) song cycle which itself centered around the Tarot and the character of The Fool, a representative of untapped knowledge opportunity and potential and is usually beginning a new journey...and at the end of "Minerva," who are we all again? 

Is "Cyr" a representation of the next phase from the societal warnings of "Zeitgeist" and the spiritual awakening/conflict/crisis of "Oceania"? Is "Cyr" representing a retreat from the material and spiritual world into the synthetic, virtual landscape, where reality is inverted and invented? Where making the process of living even more precarious as we splinter ourselves between several worlds via a collection of carefully cultivated personalities, identities and avatars for the pursuit of real connections without fully revealing our complete beings? Where interpersonal connections are made virtually, sometimes at the expense of making real world connections? Where fantasy becomes so commonplace that empirical reality is now something that is impossibly being debated over? 

These questions are represented and reflected in the sonic presentation of the music itself. Yes, hearing the heavily electronic aesthetic of "Cyr" as compared with the traditional guitars and drums onslaught of The Smashing Pumpkins was a surprise to my ears yet, it is not as foreign as some have made it out to be (and are still decrying, "Where are the guitars?" "Why isn't Jimmy playing those drums?" "Where's James and Jeff?").  

The synthetic textures have been part of The Smashing Pumpkins' musical language for the breadth of their existence as they performed as a trio with a drum machine before Jimmy Chamberlin officially joined the band. "Cyr" does showcase the band via keyboards and synthesized textures at their most overt but also remember, we heard this aspect, the seeds of which were planted all the way back to their now iconic song "1979," and continued through the more electronic textures of songs like "Eye," "The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning" and throughout their albums ever since, most notably Billy Corgan's debut solo album "TheFutureEmbrace" (released June 21, 2005).

With this "new" approach to the music, The Smashing Pumpkins have again confounded expectations, and therefore, our perceptions of them, what we think they are and are not, a puzzle they have created pieces for from the very beginning. Are The Smashing Pumpkins the art psychedelic kids of "Gish" (released May 28, 1991), the gleaming teenage dream of "Siamese Dream" (released July 27, 1993), the dark alt-rock anti-superheroes of "Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness," the broken, mournful band of "Adore" (released June 2, 1998), the Wagnerian funhouse mirror deities of "MACHINA" or any other permutations depending upon who is in or out of the band at any given time? Or all of them or even none of them?

Even the ever insistent desires from some for the band to somehow create "Siamese Dream 2" are all based within the perceptions of who they think those people who made the original album actually were. Further, and most crucially, this desire functions without the realization that this beloved album cold never be remade as the people who made that original album and the circumstances in which that album was made, no longer exists. Only the perceptions remain and as real as they are, the perceptions some are not THE TRUTH of the band, again creating confusion when empirical reality refuses to congeal with fantasy.  

From first listen with "Cyr," the trademark guitar army is fully eschewed in favor of keyboards and electronica, which does make the listener wonder how The Smashing Pumpkins, a band with three guitarists now functions. Or more specifically, brings up questions as to the actual presence of James Iha and Jeff Schroeder as their respective sounds are not obvious. 

To that, I found myself often thinking of Rush, when they heavily adopted keyboards and synthesizers into their sound or even King Crimson, during the era when Adrian Belew joined forces with the Crimson King, Robert Fripp and what sounded to be synthesizers were all the while guitars actually being played yet filtered through all manner of synthetic technology to manipulate how we heard them.

As for Jimmy Chamberlin, who I still contest is the finest rock drummer of his generation, within "Cyr," his trademark jazz influenced wonderland of splash and style has also been completely dialed down to the essence of essentially creating beats, again showcasing that for all of his dynamism, he understands that the song  comes first and for these songs, and this concept, perhaps the drums needed to sound more robotic, more unreal.

And there goes our perception of the band and the reality of the band and the instruments to which each member is connected. Through studio manipulation, multi-track layering and technology, "Cyr" gives us a musical landscape where guitars sound like keyboards and vice versa, blending into an entirely new sonic territory. The drums are performed and created to their most skeletal quality, making for beats that inventive radio programmers and even hip-hop DJs/producers could use for airplay and their own recordings if they wished. The musical realities are being blurred considerably, which then fuels the album's concept and lyrical content. 

To that end, the glorious vocal harmonies of Katie Cole and Sierra Swan add a profoundly alluring texture to the music making The Smashing Pumpkins function with a heretofore untapped sexual sophistication, seductiveness and danger. For are their vocals, which again, to me, serve as a siren's callings, a simultaneous invitation and warning to our album's narrator? 

One will never know with absolute certainty, aside from the band themselves and that indeed is what makes The Smashing Pumpkins' "Cyr" a truly elevated work for a long running band completely disinterested in remaining in the same conceptual space and place when there is still so much yet to discover. It is as demanding of your attention as their most beloved and celebrated work of their past and it is equally as worthy, as the rewards, should you allow yourself to receive them, are as overflowing as the ocean of melodies, themes, rhythms and ideas they delver and inspire.

Sunday, December 13, 2020

DREAM SEQUENCE: "HAZY" SQUAREWAVE

"HAZY"

SQUAREWAVE

SQUAREWAVE: 
Patrick Connaughty: Vocals, Guitars, Keyboards
Biff Blumfumgagnage: Violin, Vocals
Jeff Jagielo: Vocals, Guitars, Keyboards
Alivia Kleinfeldt: Bass Guitar, Vocals
Brendan Manley: Drums

All music and lyrics by Jeff Jagielo/Patrick Connaughty

Produced by Jeff Jagielo/Patrick Connaughty
Released September 5, 2020

There has always been a quality that has made Squarewave exist as if completely out of time.

Squarewave, the Madison, WI originated collective made up of longtime friends and primary singers/songwriters/multi-instrumentalists Jeff Jagielo and Patrick Connaughty, and built from the ashes of their previous band Ivory Library, is a one-of-a-kind outfit that truly defies classification, especially within our current musical landscape. In actuality, any classifications and descriptives that I could offer to you would never feel to be as expansive as they music they create and the atmosphere they evoke. And in doing so, they do not fit comfortably within any genre, or for that matter, any real time period within these 50 plus years of the rock and roll era. The elements are disparate and can arrive via more traditional and futuristic venues and instruments, yet only appear to serve the needs and dictations of the songs themselves.   

All of that being said, in trying to describe or to give to you the easiest musical comparisons that I could possibly offer in order to deliver somewhat of a picture into Squarewave's musical universe, I would bring up Pink Floyd. Or better yet, Pink Floyd if they merged their sensibilities with Explosions In The Sky perhaps as Squarewave's aesthetics contain qualities that house much introspection and esoteric, ephemeral soundscapes that drift, surround and envelop in warm, yet distinctly unsettling and cavernous domains. 

With "Hazy," the band's fifth release, Squarewave continues upon their fully intoxicating and somnambulistic path but with a collection of songs that feel tighter in construction and more direct in their urgency. But, everything we need to know is set within the album's title as we are hearing the soundtrack of how it feels to view, to experience, to feel as if through a filter, a fog, that inexplicable terrain that exists at the point somewhere between waking, falling asleep and dreaming. Squarewave's "Hazy" is an album that straddles the precarious space between worlds of consciousness. 

Like a shroud falling over the proceedings, Squarewave's "Hazy" opens with the dark slumber of "When I Sleep." With acoustic guitars that sound like eyelids fluttering, and more electric textures that suggest the inevitable heaviness and closure, Squarewave enters like the proverbial Sandman, ominously taking us to never, never land. 

"You want it all to stop, but it won't
Abide by what you ask
'Cause it knows
You can't hold it down 
You can't keep control
And it moves with the same name
And then hides
Deep inside your veins
Is a lie
That you can tell yourself
That you can keep control

When I sleep
I just have the same dream" 

With a combination of blues guitar, spine tingling violin, a drowsy yet insistent beat and Jeff Jagielo's vocals all slowly swirling and fading into the ether, "When I Sleep" makes for a most unsettling album opener made all the more eerie as it does truly approximate the feeling of falling asleep and how we can be aware of our consciousness slipping away, leaving echoes of the waking world behind. 

Lyrically, what struck me was the usage of the subjective "it," a well placed plot hole designed for us to fill. In the case of this song's narrative, is "it" guilt? Or shame? Or some other dark secret we can bury while awake but otherwise takes hold at night? In its own way, the song feels like an update or the sinister cousin of a song like Cheap Trick's "Dream Police" and the effect is just as disturbing as it is intoxicating. 

The nocturnal mood continues with "Quartermoon," a song of a night bathed under the natural light of the titular moon. "Point your headlights to the sea/I'll be there for you/Can you be there for me?" invites Patrick Connaughty. "With no direction to this place, where your tragedy and loss are all erased/The silver moon will shine tonight/I made it here, I'm waiting for its light/Nothing hurts when you're around/If the quartermoon is up and I am coming down."  

For a song that it filled with the emotions of warmth, romanticism and healing, through equal parts fellowship and narcotic enhancements. Squarewave offsets the communion of the proceedings with a sonic palate that is darkly foreboding as it conveys the overwhelming sensation contained in the power of natural awe and being in its presence.

Over a hushed acoustic guitar and Jeff Jagielo's quietly quivering vocal, we are given the fragile beauty of "Lemonade." A delicate portrait of one who is "Ice cream sweet and so naïve" who has "Never met a lie you don't believe" and possesses the ability to transform "All life's lemons" into the glory of the song's title is simultaneously an interior declaration of love to the precarious point where the heart blooms and breaks. 

Again, Squarewave conjures several layers making this transcend the boundaries of a standard love song for we are unsure as to precisely whom the song is being addressed. Is it from parent to child? Lover to lover or even ex-lover. Or it is the idea of a person, a perception or  someone who does not exist? The vulnerability of the song aches to the point where it can feel as if these are private thoughts we should not be privy to. And by the song's final moments, that ache grows to warning for can such guilelessness exist in this world?  

If Squarewave were to ever issue a single, then "Light Of You" would be the obvious contender from this album. This is a magical selection, where guitars, violin and what sounds like a mellotron congeal into a musical form where darkness somehow sounds as bright and as welcoming as the morning sun after a long, dark night. 

Fueled by Biff Blumfumgagnage's Halloween night violin, Squarewave returns to the spooky dreamworld with "Open Wide," where all of the buried thoughts of the day come out to playfully torment during slumber.

"You try to close your eyes and sleep tonight
But you can't tell if your dreams are real
These patterns move across your eyes and form themselves
Into a lie that's yours to keep
And not reveal
You carry it across the sand
Wait until you understand
This desert doesn't care 
If you stay here or make it through
You see it coming but you cannot step aside
You know better but your arms are open wide"   
 

To close the first half of the album in this manor, essentially just as it began, Squarewave have weaved a disquieting tapestry of themes, emotions and on this track, a gradually enveloping sound that threatens to overtake just before settling down again. Like some recurring dreams, "Open Wide" feels like the shadowy presence of thoughts and deeds wished to be forgotten but the subconscious is clearly not finished with. And so, you march forwards, whether you want to or not to face those awaiting demons.

"Open Wide" feels like being slowly submerged, and then overtaken, in quicksand.

The second half of "Hazy" continues in altered states of confusion with the conceptually turbulent "Turn It Off," where fitful sleep unearths a series of juxtapositions and conundrums that cannot be unwound to building frustration and anxiety, as evidenced in the song's churning rhythm, vocal effects that ping-pong between speakers and a more than appropriate abrupt ending.

"I'm going to Guatemala," announces Jagielo in the surprisingly wintry escapade of "The Other Side." Over chiming guitars, soaring violin and a propulsive synthesizer pattern suggesting movement and then, travel, we are out of the dark and again, vibrantly into the light, slipping and sliding on the snow and ice in a triumphant respite from the agitation and disorder that has preceded it. 

The final stretch of "Hazy" returns to the insular with the meditative "Idiots All," a Brian Wilson/John Lennon-esque lament for a soul out of step with a world that is indifferent at best and intolerant at worst. 

"How come I'm the only one who can understand 
The way I feel today?

Long before the rooster crows at dawn
With stars in the sky
When I was a bright new child
With a brand new ball
Innocent all...


...When will the gun shot drone
Be a wake up call
To say 'Here we go'
100,000,000 kids
Standing around the fire burning black
Screaming America"  

The existential questions and soul sickness conveyed by Patrick Connaughty is palpable in its earnestness and outrage and again, Biff Blumfungagnage's crying violin perfectly accents the plea making this song Squarewave's "I'm Just Not Made For These Times" or "Imagine." 

Internal tensions and the dream world emerge again with the penultimate "Not Asking," where the sensation of finally awakening is just this far out of reach, especially as Jagielo sings of finding himself within a "dark aquarium" upon supposedly waking. And yet, the metaphors all feel to connect to the album's earlier selections of exploring the soul's darker sides at its most insular state of consciousness from frustration to potential acceptance. 

"Hazy" concludes with the mournful "I Can Not Find You," a seven minute plus finale of ethereal longing and loss.

"There is a light on the horizon
That you are always taken to
That never brings you any closer
But always remains in your view

There is a sad eye 
On the high cliff
Keeping watch over the high shore
There is a longing
To its beacon
Whose warning welcomes home

That I can not find you anymore
I can not find you anywhere" 

The summing up of the album's themes and soundscapes arrives at a point where our darkest foibles, mistakes, and fears converge, not in a moment of resolution but of a resounding, seemingly unavoidable loss.  

Squarewave's "Hazy" is a dark ride unquestionably but it is also one that is elegant, involving, immersive, enveloping and enriching to experience. For all of its troubling themes and commentary, it is an album of supreme warmth, from the manner in which the music itself has been realized and presented to the empathy contained within its content. 

As for the aforementioned comparison to Pink Floyd, again, it is not as if Squarewave have somehow conjured the now iconic sound of that band for themselves (although, it is truly eerie at how much Jeff Jagielo's vocals evokes Pink Floyd's David Gilmour at times) but it is really more in the approach to their specific aesthetic. 

With Squarewave, what amazes me as I listen, especially as I have seen the band perform live on one occasion, is how they have formulated the ability to take the various instrumentations of guitars, basses, drums, keyboards, from acoustic to electric and synthetic, and merge everything until all that arrives is a certain voluminous sound where it is often difficult to fully discern precisely what you are hearing. These are songs that are meticulously designed and constructed yet adhere themselves to the lyrical content and thematic concept of the band in a fashion that is intentionally murky. Sounds phase into each other and back again. Instruments begin in one place and phase into another region entirely, often giving one a feeling of being displaced or lost in an aural fog or even a dream.

With "Hazy," Squarewave has delivered an experience that indeed feels like a song cycle that approximates a night of fitful sleep and being overtaken by one long dark dream or a series of dreams within dreams...and rarely, any of the good ones. The effect is eerie, to say the least, and more truthfully, it also does feel perfectly aligned with our current times, when our collective mental health is relentlessly taking a beating due to the mounting stress and anxiety of this year. Constantly affecting us during our waking hours, playing out in our subconscious during our dreaming hours, Squarewave's "Hazy" finds itself disturbingly attached to this moment in time. This is not only music for introverts or the empathic. This is music to have a pandemic by. 

As with the band's previous albums, the songs of "Hazy" are all deliberately paced, succulently created to surround the listener. What has changed for me this time around is somewhat akin to what several progressive rock bands of the 1970's achieved as they advanced into the 1980's, especially the likes of Genesis and King Crimson (with whom violinist Biff Blumfumgagnage has toured as a guitar tech--what?!). 

Without sacrificing the aesthetic and atmosphere, the songs of Squarewave's "Hazy" are, perhaps, less elongated and considerably more direct in their songwriting and construction. Every sound exists in its precisely determined place and miraculously sound just loose enough to showcase the seemingly effortless ebb and flow--like the patterns of flowing raindrops as illustrated upon the album's striking cover art. 

The performances throughout the album are stellar and frankly should serve as a tutorial of how to utilize the recording studio as an instrument, because it is jaw dropping to realize that a sound this voluminous emerged from the efforts of largely three people. Blumfumgagnage's violin adds superlative mood and tension in its more arcane approach while what Jagielo and Connaughty have constructed are shifting soundscapes in which the elements of folk, country, blues, art rock and electronica flow within and around each other. 

It should be noted that Bassist Alivia Kleinfeldt and Drummer Brendan Manley, who themselves comprise the band Dash Hounds, do not appear on this album essentially due to geographical logistics as they do not reside in the same cities as their bandmates. And yet, what Jagielo and Connaughty have devised truly feels as if the two are present in the same room as the rhythm section upon the album undeniably contains their influence. 

In fact, the drum tracks throughout, all of which are achieved through samples and programming, provides a MASTER CLASS lesson in how to create synthetic drums that feel as if there is a living, breathing drummer in the room. I often felt, and still feel, as if Manley was actually present in the recordings, so much so that I have asked Jagielo repeatedly how the drum sound of the album was created, to which he expressed that their times together performing live fully informed how the tracks were born, thus cementing the connections forged and the essential nature of Kleinfeldt and Manley's presence as official band members. 

Furthermore, all of the displacement and shifting sands completely serve the fullness of the album as a whole. Squarewave's "Hazy" is a collection that embraces everything that we can see, touch and feel whether if it is there or not, valid or imagined, yet all of it is undoubtedly, emphatically, incontrovertibly real.

Thursday, December 3, 2020

SYNESTHESIA'S SESSION NOTES FOR DECEMBER 2020

FROM THE DJ'S STUDIO DESK:
Dear readers and listeners, this very evening, I read an article upon the music publication site of Pitchfork that honestly upset me. Certainly, it was nothing that would have ever placed an immovable cloud over my day or anything but it was an article whose mere suggestion contained within its title  that filled me with a sense of incredulity while the work in full left me in a bit of disbelief...and therefore, inspired me to write this month's opening words to you.

The article I read is entitled, "Why Do We Even Listen To New Music?" and was written by Jeremy D. Larson and originally published April 6th of this year, right as the global pandemic had been unleashed and much of our nation was in the beginning weeks of lockdowns, quarantines, safer at home mandates and mounting anxiety as we really had no idea of what exactly we were facing, the severity of what we were facing and for how much longer we would be forced to face it. 

Now to be fair, the concluding statement of the article ultimately merged with my own feelings of this specific matter, such as it is. But, the road Larson took to get there, essentially a dissertation about the 1913 premiere performance of Igor Stravinsky's The Rite Of Spring and attached to the piece's truly clickbait title, just left me cold, especially when one could answer the article's title with something more personal and not at all self-congratulatory.

And so...let's just star with the obvious question: What is new? 

For me, the concept of "new" works on three differing levels. One level is the most obvious, a work that has not yet existed within the world and now...here it is!  It is NEW! On the second level, there is also the means of discovery. Certainly, there is that means of discovery towards the just released into the world artistic works. What I am speaking of now are the works that have existed and have since become parts of the on-going and ever evolving story of whatever artistic medium we are involving ourselves with, which for the purposes of Synesthesia, I am speaking of music. And in this case, being introduced to material that has long existed within the world but not yet experienced by the listener...then, that is also new. On a third level, there is the process of re-discovery, where the works that we are most familiar and have grown with still exhibit a profound hold over us, for it is the music that contains our memories, have helped to shape who we are but also harbors the power to reveal more of themselves to us over time, therefore, making what was once old feel new all over again.

I have felt that sense of the new in all of those levels before and again and throughout this horrific year of 2020. I do not know about you, but for me, and despite everything that has been so awful, so stressful, so frightening, so saddening about 2020, the music I have heard and experienced, from one end of this year to the other, has proven itself to being exemplary. 

To my ears, the music created, released and even re-issued this year has, in totality, possessed an urgency, relevance and vitality that is ultimately exclaiming its intense need to be heard and therefore, exist right here, right now. That the precariousness of our time together has been funneled into the music, suggesting that if this is the last thing to being heard, the final statements that one can make, then now is the time to make everything count. From musicians on the rise to our long established living legends, albums released in 2020 collectively felt not like music created just because it could be done. In actuality, it was music created because it simply had to be made. In doing so, once heard, everything felt to being designed to meet this moment signifying a sort of harmonic convergence. 

I do realize that a statement like that feels considerably lofty and perhaps even some of you may even find it silly or "hippy dippy." I guess what I mean is simply this: that the music released in this year was decidedly meant, whether by accident, coincidence or design, to meet the listener directly in this moment for the purpose of helping all of us to process in any conceivable way necessary to emotionally help us survive. Hearing something new helped us to examine our own feelings. Hearing something new helped us to articulate our own thoughts back to ourselves. Hearing something new helped us forge connections, which then helped us feel less alone, an emotional state that has become more isolating whether through politics, social causes, racial and gender issues and again, by holing up and staying in our homes due to the social distancing necessary to keep ourselves safe due to COVID-19.  

For the artists, as well as the rest of us, being isolated forced us to engage in different ways and that included with our own sense of creativity as well as with our own sense of discovery. Case in point, Rodrigo y Gabriela's just wonderful (and almost daily) lockdown videos contained live performances, dialogues from themselves to viewers and even segments devoted to their favorite albums, not only drove me to their own music but also to Metallica's "Master Of Puppets" (released March 3, 1986). Music from present day and the past and all of it...NEW! 

Throughout this entire year, I have been able to keep up with the new releases and new discoveries by reaching out to my beloved B-Side Records, a local business that I have not set foot inside of since last February but I have continued to support with my frequent phone calls to purchase over the phone and have music shipped to my house. Yet for myself, the greatest adjustment occurred when I began creating new episodes of my radio show for WVMO from home, a process that I am continuing with for the duration as the COVID-19 numbers have only continued to rise and in doing so, I am still trying to keep my "pods" as small as possible...even as much as I deeply miss sitting in that studio chair with the console in front of me and I am just responding to the music in real time for those 60 minutes each week.

Above all, I am endlessly thankful that I am able to produce content from home because I know how devastated I would be if I was unable to creatively express myself in that fashion for such an extended period of time. The new-ness of recording from home has illustrated to me powerfully of how to engage with my show a little differently. 

I always have tended to think of these radio shows in somewhat of an album format, that each section of the show is akin (almost) to either, album sides, or that what is being heard cold be one full album that lasts for the one hour duration, a listening experience that has a clear beginning, ending and the requisite peaks and valleys contained therein. Now, since I can record from home and make as many shows as I wish to at a particular time, I try to get weeks ahead of myself to get as many shows "in the can" as possible...which then allows me to pretend that I am Prince, filling up my "vault" with "albums" upon "albums" of material just waiting to be heard.

From here, I hope that it is obvious that I am using Savage Radio as a means to communicate, to express myself and share of myself as we hopefully connect through the music, all of which has been curated to reflect my moods and means of processing the events of the day, while also trying to ensure the show is an enjoyable listening experience. 

The concept of the new and my desire to keep hearing and purchasing new music, is not solely because I want to the chance to play brand, sparkling new music. It is also found when I am digging through my own crates and collection for songs to play that I have often found myself re-discovering large amounts of "old" music, which delivers a revitalized freshness that allows me to re-encounter whomever I happened to have been when I first heard and purchased said music. It is just as what Questlove so eloquently said:

"When you live your life through records, the records become a record of your life."

So...why do I listen to new music? I always listen to new music because my relationship to music is such that I am unable to live a day without it. And so, if every single day we wake up is new, then so is the music that we listen to, so to speak, especially for those of us who live their lives through records. Listening to new music is a means to show me where I was, where I am and what I might be headed. And delving further, listening to new music is ultimately hopeful. That we are hearing what has once been unheard and so that excitement contained within how will be we changed after hearing it is powerfully exciting.     

Hope and change?

Could it really be that simple?

You know...right now, I am starting to piece together the next radio show which is scheduled to air on December 9th, which is the second anniversary of the passing of my Dad. For the past two years, I have played tribute shows to my Dad, showcasing the music that he and I bonded over. For this new tribute, I wanted to try and create something that might sound like a trip through his incredible record collection, and in doing so, I am hoping to create an audio picture of the man he was. 

As of this writing, I am listening to Chicago's classic "Beginnings" from their debut album, "Chicago Transit Authority" (released April 28, 1969), a work that entered the world a mere three months after I was born. It is a song I have known for so much of my life and have enjoyed but now, it just sounds different. In fact, it almost sounds new as I am listening in a different context, more engaged than passive, and as a means to hopefully once again connect to my Dad, even though he is no longer here. Hearing the song now is changing me and damn, am I hoping for so much as I listen.     

Hearing new music is hope. Hearing new music invariably invokes change. And in this year, which has so often felt like that we are nearing the end of things, the necessity and audacity of hope and change has become more paramount than I could have imagined. Hearing new music is a means of showing us that there is always something to look forward to, to reach for, to strive for, to learn from as well as about, to be inspired by, to grow with and to enhance our dreams.

That is why we listen and when we do listen...PLAY LOUD!!!