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Thursday, December 31, 2020
SAVAGE RADIO PLAYLISTS FOR DECEMBER 2020: WVMO 98.7 FM-THE VOICE OF MONONA
AVATAR: "CYR" THE SMASHING PUMPKINS
THE SMASHING PUMPKINS
Jimmy Chamberlin: Drums and Percussion
James Iha: Guitar
Jeff Schroeder: Guitar
with
Katie Cole & Sierra Swan: Vocals
Released November 27, 2020
Whichever way you start
Take a diamond
And watch what color bleeds...
And cursed tower
Masts blacked windswept
Horizons ever sour
If it takes more to find you
Do the stars inked on my face
State what's changed?
With a distance I can't make
From a distance I can't make"
Did the crowd, kind
Aping youth, wise
Ever lost, ides
'Midst the chaff as meek
Turning GLASS upside down
For the hours should they pass"
Sundays wed
Won't you stand with me?
Not someone
Not someone else..."
Not Zero. Not Glass. Not the rock star. Not in any persona other than...Dad.
And home is whatever ground they hold
Shading life inside the falling rain
All alone, in love with age and someone
Someone else
But I've grown stronger
As someone, as someone
As someone else..."
Say you'd mark my grave
Swear religion has no spectral race
Chase me under
Right back where I sang
To brace new visions and decay in chains...
The blackest night I'd find
All hail the blackest night
Blinding me with sight"
A jake of which there's no door, no door
A fear of which there's no floor, no floor
These lives aren't real for anyone
These riffs don't mean shit but what I want
Come ask for why
'Cause hearts like bombs can't belong
Surrender, please and please no more
Come ask for why
Come ask for why"
"If this be life, our evening's prayer
Or death's denouement
A thorned idyll that's offered no one
And I've stood for no one
Then father, I'm nowhere
I'm no closer to your throne"
Strawberries love you
Who wouldn't love you?...
...Saints
(We are)
Saints
We are fools
But sometimes, fools, they rule"
These questions are represented and reflected in the sonic presentation of the music itself. Yes, hearing the heavily electronic aesthetic of "Cyr" as compared with the traditional guitars and drums onslaught of The Smashing Pumpkins was a surprise to my ears yet, it is not as foreign as some have made it out to be (and are still decrying, "Where are the guitars?" "Why isn't Jimmy playing those drums?" "Where's James and Jeff?").
The synthetic textures have been part of The Smashing Pumpkins' musical language for the breadth of their existence as they performed as a trio with a drum machine before Jimmy Chamberlin officially joined the band. "Cyr" does showcase the band via keyboards and synthesized textures at their most overt but also remember, we heard this aspect, the seeds of which were planted all the way back to their now iconic song "1979," and continued through the more electronic textures of songs like "Eye," "The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning" and throughout their albums ever since, most notably Billy Corgan's debut solo album "TheFutureEmbrace" (released June 21, 2005).
With this "new" approach to the music, The Smashing Pumpkins have again confounded expectations, and therefore, our perceptions of them, what we think they are and are not, a puzzle they have created pieces for from the very beginning. Are The Smashing Pumpkins the art psychedelic kids of "Gish" (released May 28, 1991), the gleaming teenage dream of "Siamese Dream" (released July 27, 1993), the dark alt-rock anti-superheroes of "Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness," the broken, mournful band of "Adore" (released June 2, 1998), the Wagnerian funhouse mirror deities of "MACHINA" or any other permutations depending upon who is in or out of the band at any given time? Or all of them or even none of them?
Even the ever insistent desires from some for the band to somehow create "Siamese Dream 2" are all based within the perceptions of who they think those people who made the original album actually were. Further, and most crucially, this desire functions without the realization that this beloved album cold never be remade as the people who made that original album and the circumstances in which that album was made, no longer exists. Only the perceptions remain and as real as they are, the perceptions some are not THE TRUTH of the band, again creating confusion when empirical reality refuses to congeal with fantasy.
From first listen with "Cyr," the trademark guitar army is fully eschewed in favor of keyboards and electronica, which does make the listener wonder how The Smashing Pumpkins, a band with three guitarists now functions. Or more specifically, brings up questions as to the actual presence of James Iha and Jeff Schroeder as their respective sounds are not obvious.
To that, I found myself often thinking of Rush, when they heavily adopted keyboards and synthesizers into their sound or even King Crimson, during the era when Adrian Belew joined forces with the Crimson King, Robert Fripp and what sounded to be synthesizers were all the while guitars actually being played yet filtered through all manner of synthetic technology to manipulate how we heard them.
As for Jimmy Chamberlin, who I still contest is the finest rock drummer of his generation, within "Cyr," his trademark jazz influenced wonderland of splash and style has also been completely dialed down to the essence of essentially creating beats, again showcasing that for all of his dynamism, he understands that the song comes first and for these songs, and this concept, perhaps the drums needed to sound more robotic, more unreal.
And there goes our perception of the band and the reality of the band and the instruments to which each member is connected. Through studio manipulation, multi-track layering and technology, "Cyr" gives us a musical landscape where guitars sound like keyboards and vice versa, blending into an entirely new sonic territory. The drums are performed and created to their most skeletal quality, making for beats that inventive radio programmers and even hip-hop DJs/producers could use for airplay and their own recordings if they wished. The musical realities are being blurred considerably, which then fuels the album's concept and lyrical content.
To that end, the glorious vocal harmonies of Katie Cole and Sierra Swan add a profoundly alluring texture to the music making The Smashing Pumpkins function with a heretofore untapped sexual sophistication, seductiveness and danger. For are their vocals, which again, to me, serve as a siren's callings, a simultaneous invitation and warning to our album's narrator?
One will never know with absolute certainty, aside from the band themselves and that indeed is what makes The Smashing Pumpkins' "Cyr" a truly elevated work for a long running band completely disinterested in remaining in the same conceptual space and place when there is still so much yet to discover. It is as demanding of your attention as their most beloved and celebrated work of their past and it is equally as worthy, as the rewards, should you allow yourself to receive them, are as overflowing as the ocean of melodies, themes, rhythms and ideas they delver and inspire.
Sunday, December 13, 2020
DREAM SEQUENCE: "HAZY" SQUAREWAVE
"HAZY"
SQUAREWAVESQUAREWAVE:
Patrick Connaughty: Vocals, Guitars, Keyboards
Biff Blumfumgagnage: Violin, Vocals
Jeff Jagielo: Vocals, Guitars, Keyboards
Alivia Kleinfeldt: Bass Guitar, Vocals
Brendan Manley: Drums
All music and lyrics by Jeff Jagielo/Patrick Connaughty
Produced by Jeff Jagielo/Patrick Connaughty
Released September 5, 2020
There has always been a quality that has made Squarewave exist as if completely out of time.
Squarewave, the Madison, WI originated collective made up of longtime friends and primary singers/songwriters/multi-instrumentalists Jeff Jagielo and Patrick Connaughty, and built from the ashes of their previous band Ivory Library, is a one-of-a-kind outfit that truly defies classification, especially within our current musical landscape. In actuality, any classifications and descriptives that I could offer to you would never feel to be as expansive as they music they create and the atmosphere they evoke. And in doing so, they do not fit comfortably within any genre, or for that matter, any real time period within these 50 plus years of the rock and roll era. The elements are disparate and can arrive via more traditional and futuristic venues and instruments, yet only appear to serve the needs and dictations of the songs themselves.
All of that being said, in trying to describe or to give to you the easiest musical comparisons that I could possibly offer in order to deliver somewhat of a picture into Squarewave's musical universe, I would bring up Pink Floyd. Or better yet, Pink Floyd if they merged their sensibilities with Explosions In The Sky perhaps as Squarewave's aesthetics contain qualities that house much introspection and esoteric, ephemeral soundscapes that drift, surround and envelop in warm, yet distinctly unsettling and cavernous domains.
With "Hazy," the band's fifth release, Squarewave continues upon their fully intoxicating and somnambulistic path but with a collection of songs that feel tighter in construction and more direct in their urgency. But, everything we need to know is set within the album's title as we are hearing the soundtrack of how it feels to view, to experience, to feel as if through a filter, a fog, that inexplicable terrain that exists at the point somewhere between waking, falling asleep and dreaming. Squarewave's "Hazy" is an album that straddles the precarious space between worlds of consciousness.
Like a shroud falling over the proceedings, Squarewave's "Hazy" opens with the dark slumber of "When I Sleep." With acoustic guitars that sound like eyelids fluttering, and more electric textures that suggest the inevitable heaviness and closure, Squarewave enters like the proverbial Sandman, ominously taking us to never, never land.
"You want it all to stop, but it won't
Abide by what you ask
'Cause it knows
You can't hold it down
You can't keep control
And it moves with the same name
And then hides
Deep inside your veins
Is a lie
That you can tell yourself
That you can keep control
When I sleep
I just have the same dream"
With a combination of blues guitar, spine tingling violin, a drowsy yet insistent beat and Jeff Jagielo's vocals all slowly swirling and fading into the ether, "When I Sleep" makes for a most unsettling album opener made all the more eerie as it does truly approximate the feeling of falling asleep and how we can be aware of our consciousness slipping away, leaving echoes of the waking world behind.
Lyrically, what struck me was the usage of the subjective "it," a well placed plot hole designed for us to fill. In the case of this song's narrative, is "it" guilt? Or shame? Or some other dark secret we can bury while awake but otherwise takes hold at night? In its own way, the song feels like an update or the sinister cousin of a song like Cheap Trick's "Dream Police" and the effect is just as disturbing as it is intoxicating.
The nocturnal mood continues with "Quartermoon," a song of a night bathed under the natural light of the titular moon. "Point your headlights to the sea/I'll be there for you/Can you be there for me?" invites Patrick Connaughty. "With no direction to this place, where your tragedy and loss are all erased/The silver moon will shine tonight/I made it here, I'm waiting for its light/Nothing hurts when you're around/If the quartermoon is up and I am coming down."
For a song that it filled with the emotions of warmth, romanticism and healing, through equal parts fellowship and narcotic enhancements. Squarewave offsets the communion of the proceedings with a sonic palate that is darkly foreboding as it conveys the overwhelming sensation contained in the power of natural awe and being in its presence.
Over a hushed acoustic guitar and Jeff Jagielo's quietly quivering vocal, we are given the fragile beauty of "Lemonade." A delicate portrait of one who is "Ice cream sweet and so naïve" who has "Never met a lie you don't believe" and possesses the ability to transform "All life's lemons" into the glory of the song's title is simultaneously an interior declaration of love to the precarious point where the heart blooms and breaks.
Again, Squarewave conjures several layers making this transcend the boundaries of a standard love song for we are unsure as to precisely whom the song is being addressed. Is it from parent to child? Lover to lover or even ex-lover. Or it is the idea of a person, a perception or someone who does not exist? The vulnerability of the song aches to the point where it can feel as if these are private thoughts we should not be privy to. And by the song's final moments, that ache grows to warning for can such guilelessness exist in this world?
If Squarewave were to ever issue a single, then "Light Of You" would be the obvious contender from this album. This is a magical selection, where guitars, violin and what sounds like a mellotron congeal into a musical form where darkness somehow sounds as bright and as welcoming as the morning sun after a long, dark night.
Fueled by Biff Blumfumgagnage's Halloween night violin, Squarewave returns to the spooky dreamworld with "Open Wide," where all of the buried thoughts of the day come out to playfully torment during slumber.
"You try to close your eyes and sleep tonight
But you can't tell if your dreams are real
These patterns move across your eyes and form themselves
Into a lie that's yours to keep
And not reveal
You carry it across the sand
Wait until you understand
This desert doesn't care
If you stay here or make it through
You see it coming but you cannot step aside
You know better but your arms are open wide"
To close the first half of the album in this manor, essentially just as it began, Squarewave have weaved a disquieting tapestry of themes, emotions and on this track, a gradually enveloping sound that threatens to overtake just before settling down again. Like some recurring dreams, "Open Wide" feels like the shadowy presence of thoughts and deeds wished to be forgotten but the subconscious is clearly not finished with. And so, you march forwards, whether you want to or not to face those awaiting demons.
"Open Wide" feels like being slowly submerged, and then overtaken, in quicksand.
The second half of "Hazy" continues in altered states of confusion with the conceptually turbulent "Turn It Off," where fitful sleep unearths a series of juxtapositions and conundrums that cannot be unwound to building frustration and anxiety, as evidenced in the song's churning rhythm, vocal effects that ping-pong between speakers and a more than appropriate abrupt ending.
"I'm going to Guatemala," announces Jagielo in the surprisingly wintry escapade of "The Other Side." Over chiming guitars, soaring violin and a propulsive synthesizer pattern suggesting movement and then, travel, we are out of the dark and again, vibrantly into the light, slipping and sliding on the snow and ice in a triumphant respite from the agitation and disorder that has preceded it.
The final stretch of "Hazy" returns to the insular with the meditative "Idiots All," a Brian Wilson/John Lennon-esque lament for a soul out of step with a world that is indifferent at best and intolerant at worst.
"How come I'm the only one who can understand
The way I feel today?
Long before the rooster crows at dawn
With stars in the sky
When I was a bright new child
With a brand new ball
Innocent all...
...When will the gun shot drone
Be a wake up call
To say 'Here we go'
100,000,000 kids
Standing around the fire burning black
Screaming America"
The existential questions and soul sickness conveyed by Patrick Connaughty is palpable in its earnestness and outrage and again, Biff Blumfungagnage's crying violin perfectly accents the plea making this song Squarewave's "I'm Just Not Made For These Times" or "Imagine."
Internal tensions and the dream world emerge again with the penultimate "Not Asking," where the sensation of finally awakening is just this far out of reach, especially as Jagielo sings of finding himself within a "dark aquarium" upon supposedly waking. And yet, the metaphors all feel to connect to the album's earlier selections of exploring the soul's darker sides at its most insular state of consciousness from frustration to potential acceptance.
"Hazy" concludes with the mournful "I Can Not Find You," a seven minute plus finale of ethereal longing and loss.
"There is a light on the horizon
That you are always taken to
That never brings you any closer
But always remains in your view
There is a sad eye
On the high cliff
Keeping watch over the high shore
There is a longing
To its beacon
Whose warning welcomes home
That I can not find you anymore
I can not find you anywhere"
The summing up of the album's themes and soundscapes arrives at a point where our darkest foibles, mistakes, and fears converge, not in a moment of resolution but of a resounding, seemingly unavoidable loss.
Squarewave's "Hazy" is a dark ride unquestionably but it is also one that is elegant, involving, immersive, enveloping and enriching to experience. For all of its troubling themes and commentary, it is an album of supreme warmth, from the manner in which the music itself has been realized and presented to the empathy contained within its content.
As for the aforementioned comparison to Pink Floyd, again, it is not as if Squarewave have somehow conjured the now iconic sound of that band for themselves (although, it is truly eerie at how much Jeff Jagielo's vocals evokes Pink Floyd's David Gilmour at times) but it is really more in the approach to their specific aesthetic.
With Squarewave, what amazes me as I listen, especially as I have seen the band perform live on one occasion, is how they have formulated the ability to take the various instrumentations of guitars, basses, drums, keyboards, from acoustic to electric and synthetic, and merge everything until all that arrives is a certain voluminous sound where it is often difficult to fully discern precisely what you are hearing. These are songs that are meticulously designed and constructed yet adhere themselves to the lyrical content and thematic concept of the band in a fashion that is intentionally murky. Sounds phase into each other and back again. Instruments begin in one place and phase into another region entirely, often giving one a feeling of being displaced or lost in an aural fog or even a dream.
With "Hazy," Squarewave has delivered an experience that indeed feels like a song cycle that approximates a night of fitful sleep and being overtaken by one long dark dream or a series of dreams within dreams...and rarely, any of the good ones. The effect is eerie, to say the least, and more truthfully, it also does feel perfectly aligned with our current times, when our collective mental health is relentlessly taking a beating due to the mounting stress and anxiety of this year. Constantly affecting us during our waking hours, playing out in our subconscious during our dreaming hours, Squarewave's "Hazy" finds itself disturbingly attached to this moment in time. This is not only music for introverts or the empathic. This is music to have a pandemic by.
As with the band's previous albums, the songs of "Hazy" are all deliberately paced, succulently created to surround the listener. What has changed for me this time around is somewhat akin to what several progressive rock bands of the 1970's achieved as they advanced into the 1980's, especially the likes of Genesis and King Crimson (with whom violinist Biff Blumfumgagnage has toured as a guitar tech--what?!).
Without sacrificing the aesthetic and atmosphere, the songs of Squarewave's "Hazy" are, perhaps, less elongated and considerably more direct in their songwriting and construction. Every sound exists in its precisely determined place and miraculously sound just loose enough to showcase the seemingly effortless ebb and flow--like the patterns of flowing raindrops as illustrated upon the album's striking cover art.
The performances throughout the album are stellar and frankly should serve as a tutorial of how to utilize the recording studio as an instrument, because it is jaw dropping to realize that a sound this voluminous emerged from the efforts of largely three people. Blumfumgagnage's violin adds superlative mood and tension in its more arcane approach while what Jagielo and Connaughty have constructed are shifting soundscapes in which the elements of folk, country, blues, art rock and electronica flow within and around each other.
It should be noted that Bassist Alivia Kleinfeldt and Drummer Brendan Manley, who themselves comprise the band Dash Hounds, do not appear on this album essentially due to geographical logistics as they do not reside in the same cities as their bandmates. And yet, what Jagielo and Connaughty have devised truly feels as if the two are present in the same room as the rhythm section upon the album undeniably contains their influence.
In fact, the drum tracks throughout, all of which are achieved through samples and programming, provides a MASTER CLASS lesson in how to create synthetic drums that feel as if there is a living, breathing drummer in the room. I often felt, and still feel, as if Manley was actually present in the recordings, so much so that I have asked Jagielo repeatedly how the drum sound of the album was created, to which he expressed that their times together performing live fully informed how the tracks were born, thus cementing the connections forged and the essential nature of Kleinfeldt and Manley's presence as official band members.
Furthermore, all of the displacement and shifting sands completely serve the fullness of the album as a whole. Squarewave's "Hazy" is a collection that embraces everything that we can see, touch and feel whether if it is there or not, valid or imagined, yet all of it is undoubtedly, emphatically, incontrovertibly real.
Thursday, December 3, 2020
SYNESTHESIA'S SESSION NOTES FOR DECEMBER 2020
Dear readers and listeners, this very evening, I read an article upon the music publication site of Pitchfork that honestly upset me. Certainly, it was nothing that would have ever placed an immovable cloud over my day or anything but it was an article whose mere suggestion contained within its title that filled me with a sense of incredulity while the work in full left me in a bit of disbelief...and therefore, inspired me to write this month's opening words to you.
The article I read is entitled, "Why Do We Even Listen To New Music?" and was written by Jeremy D. Larson and originally published April 6th of this year, right as the global pandemic had been unleashed and much of our nation was in the beginning weeks of lockdowns, quarantines, safer at home mandates and mounting anxiety as we really had no idea of what exactly we were facing, the severity of what we were facing and for how much longer we would be forced to face it.
Now to be fair, the concluding statement of the article ultimately merged with my own feelings of this specific matter, such as it is. But, the road Larson took to get there, essentially a dissertation about the 1913 premiere performance of Igor Stravinsky's The Rite Of Spring and attached to the piece's truly clickbait title, just left me cold, especially when one could answer the article's title with something more personal and not at all self-congratulatory.
And so...let's just star with the obvious question: What is new?
For me, the concept of "new" works on three differing levels. One level is the most obvious, a work that has not yet existed within the world and now...here it is! It is NEW! On the second level, there is also the means of discovery. Certainly, there is that means of discovery towards the just released into the world artistic works. What I am speaking of now are the works that have existed and have since become parts of the on-going and ever evolving story of whatever artistic medium we are involving ourselves with, which for the purposes of Synesthesia, I am speaking of music. And in this case, being introduced to material that has long existed within the world but not yet experienced by the listener...then, that is also new. On a third level, there is the process of re-discovery, where the works that we are most familiar and have grown with still exhibit a profound hold over us, for it is the music that contains our memories, have helped to shape who we are but also harbors the power to reveal more of themselves to us over time, therefore, making what was once old feel new all over again.
I have felt that sense of the new in all of those levels before and again and throughout this horrific year of 2020. I do not know about you, but for me, and despite everything that has been so awful, so stressful, so frightening, so saddening about 2020, the music I have heard and experienced, from one end of this year to the other, has proven itself to being exemplary.
To my ears, the music created, released and even re-issued this year has, in totality, possessed an urgency, relevance and vitality that is ultimately exclaiming its intense need to be heard and therefore, exist right here, right now. That the precariousness of our time together has been funneled into the music, suggesting that if this is the last thing to being heard, the final statements that one can make, then now is the time to make everything count. From musicians on the rise to our long established living legends, albums released in 2020 collectively felt not like music created just because it could be done. In actuality, it was music created because it simply had to be made. In doing so, once heard, everything felt to being designed to meet this moment signifying a sort of harmonic convergence.
I do realize that a statement like that feels considerably lofty and perhaps even some of you may even find it silly or "hippy dippy." I guess what I mean is simply this: that the music released in this year was decidedly meant, whether by accident, coincidence or design, to meet the listener directly in this moment for the purpose of helping all of us to process in any conceivable way necessary to emotionally help us survive. Hearing something new helped us to examine our own feelings. Hearing something new helped us to articulate our own thoughts back to ourselves. Hearing something new helped us forge connections, which then helped us feel less alone, an emotional state that has become more isolating whether through politics, social causes, racial and gender issues and again, by holing up and staying in our homes due to the social distancing necessary to keep ourselves safe due to COVID-19.
For the artists, as well as the rest of us, being isolated forced us to engage in different ways and that included with our own sense of creativity as well as with our own sense of discovery. Case in point, Rodrigo y Gabriela's just wonderful (and almost daily) lockdown videos contained live performances, dialogues from themselves to viewers and even segments devoted to their favorite albums, not only drove me to their own music but also to Metallica's "Master Of Puppets" (released March 3, 1986). Music from present day and the past and all of it...NEW!
Throughout this entire year, I have been able to keep up with the new releases and new discoveries by reaching out to my beloved B-Side Records, a local business that I have not set foot inside of since last February but I have continued to support with my frequent phone calls to purchase over the phone and have music shipped to my house. Yet for myself, the greatest adjustment occurred when I began creating new episodes of my radio show for WVMO from home, a process that I am continuing with for the duration as the COVID-19 numbers have only continued to rise and in doing so, I am still trying to keep my "pods" as small as possible...even as much as I deeply miss sitting in that studio chair with the console in front of me and I am just responding to the music in real time for those 60 minutes each week.
Above all, I am endlessly thankful that I am able to produce content from home because I know how devastated I would be if I was unable to creatively express myself in that fashion for such an extended period of time. The new-ness of recording from home has illustrated to me powerfully of how to engage with my show a little differently.
I always have tended to think of these radio shows in somewhat of an album format, that each section of the show is akin (almost) to either, album sides, or that what is being heard cold be one full album that lasts for the one hour duration, a listening experience that has a clear beginning, ending and the requisite peaks and valleys contained therein. Now, since I can record from home and make as many shows as I wish to at a particular time, I try to get weeks ahead of myself to get as many shows "in the can" as possible...which then allows me to pretend that I am Prince, filling up my "vault" with "albums" upon "albums" of material just waiting to be heard.
From here, I hope that it is obvious that I am using Savage Radio as a means to communicate, to express myself and share of myself as we hopefully connect through the music, all of which has been curated to reflect my moods and means of processing the events of the day, while also trying to ensure the show is an enjoyable listening experience.
The concept of the new and my desire to keep hearing and purchasing new music, is not solely because I want to the chance to play brand, sparkling new music. It is also found when I am digging through my own crates and collection for songs to play that I have often found myself re-discovering large amounts of "old" music, which delivers a revitalized freshness that allows me to re-encounter whomever I happened to have been when I first heard and purchased said music. It is just as what Questlove so eloquently said:
"When you live your life through records, the records become a record of your life."
So...why do I listen to new music? I always listen to new music because my relationship to music is such that I am unable to live a day without it. And so, if every single day we wake up is new, then so is the music that we listen to, so to speak, especially for those of us who live their lives through records. Listening to new music is a means to show me where I was, where I am and what I might be headed. And delving further, listening to new music is ultimately hopeful. That we are hearing what has once been unheard and so that excitement contained within how will be we changed after hearing it is powerfully exciting.
Hope and change?
Could it really be that simple?
You know...right now, I am starting to piece together the next radio show which is scheduled to air on December 9th, which is the second anniversary of the passing of my Dad. For the past two years, I have played tribute shows to my Dad, showcasing the music that he and I bonded over. For this new tribute, I wanted to try and create something that might sound like a trip through his incredible record collection, and in doing so, I am hoping to create an audio picture of the man he was.
As of this writing, I am listening to Chicago's classic "Beginnings" from their debut album, "Chicago Transit Authority" (released April 28, 1969), a work that entered the world a mere three months after I was born. It is a song I have known for so much of my life and have enjoyed but now, it just sounds different. In fact, it almost sounds new as I am listening in a different context, more engaged than passive, and as a means to hopefully once again connect to my Dad, even though he is no longer here. Hearing the song now is changing me and damn, am I hoping for so much as I listen.
Hearing new music is hope. Hearing new music invariably invokes change. And in this year, which has so often felt like that we are nearing the end of things, the necessity and audacity of hope and change has become more paramount than I could have imagined. Hearing new music is a means of showing us that there is always something to look forward to, to reach for, to strive for, to learn from as well as about, to be inspired by, to grow with and to enhance our dreams.
That is why we listen and when we do listen...PLAY LOUD!!!